yeah som old songs nd poems by moi
Now I do as I please and lie through my teeth
Someone might get hurt, but it won't be me
I should probably feel cheap but I just feel free...
and a little bit empty
No, it isn't so hard to get close to me
There will be no arguments
We will always agree
And I'll try and be kind when I ask you to leave
We'll both take it easy
But if you stay too long inside my memory,
I will trap you in a song tied to a melody
and I will keep you there so you can't bother me
not many ppl get wut the world..if u undastnd thn.. i admire tht
everyone lives in a naive world
a world that makes my skin curl
full of bubbles and birds chirping
unaware that others are hurting
a hurt that comes from ridicule
a wound with a non-existent cure
a feeling that youre oh so small
with no one there to hear your call
ever spiraling void of darkness
knowing others are so heartless
old 1 ... yeah
I feel so hurt and lower than dirt
so many times it happened before
I didnt want to let my heart explore
it was fragile and so unsure
hoping it would find some cure
to heal the mend, that lies within
if only us two could have been
but no, you lied to me with possibilities
and not one hint of feeling guilty
its a skillful craft that you have mastered
although to you I dont even matter
just another person u felt...wudnt make a diffrnce
so i delt.. tryn 2 move on.. as i write a melody for my next song
some songs i wrote
VERSE 1
Broken smile an empty chair
Your the one I wish was there
Sitting there across from me
Your the one I want to see
CHORUS
I saw the patience in your eyes
Begin to slip and then to slide
I didn't know how much the cost
Until I saw what I had lost
VERSE 2
The look on your face
The thoughts in those eyes
The deception I showed you
The lies that we hide
CHORUS
VERSE 3
And now I sit here
No one but me
Wishing you were here
Across from me...
transparent
(Guitar Solo Into 20 measures)
Your shallow ways
Have turned a phase
And made meanings backwards for me
How could you turn my world upside-down?
If mine wasn't to be the last
Am I now just a part of your past
Can you even see me now (fade)
(Drum Solo 10 measures)
Let fireflies, be your guide
In a path down this winding road
That we now call your forsaken love
(Slow/dramatic)
How could you turn my world upside-down?
If mine wasn't to be the last
Am I now just a part of your past
Can you even see me now..?
Has my tendency for transparency become apparent
To you now..?
(Normal Tempo again)
How could you turn my world upside-down?
If mine wasn't to be the last
Am I now just a part of your past
(Repeat twice)
(Fast Ending, Attitude)
I guess you cant see me now
tell me wuty think =D aight peace | 
